Poem XIX - Fallen Star

Ja komet król - a duch się we mnie wichrzy
jak pył pustyni w zwiewną piramidę -
ja piorun burz - a od grobowca cichszy
mogił swych kryję trupiość i ochydę.


Left to wither on this sea
Coloured a fatal mercury
Cast down from high above
What have they done to me?

I dared a glimpse far too long
Dreamt too well to that song
The face and voice of the Sun
So scorned by wingèd throng

Now my back is raw and burnt
Sovereignty imparted: a lesson learnt
From spire to ire I have fallen
And naught but ignominy have I earned

Where evernight holds I now dwell
Where resounds the fell death knell
In cavern and pit, by lake and river
My abode and realm, my eternal Hell

I once stood upon peaks and lofty heights
Whence I gained my defiant sight
Espied love of self and untempered potential
But now I wonder at but rock and stalagmite

Though better to rule here than serve in Heaven
Under the auspices of a tempestuous leaven
Brooding madly on new designs and signs
As six aspires, becoming greater than seven

I am the first great deviant
The admonished miscreant
Fated to strive against my lot
Ever unsettled this rebel malcontent

My light-blinded peers now me revile
They who flung me into bleak exile
And, then, when I turned back for a final glance
I saw my stolen glory, fronted by their smiles

But their triumph is premature
Their victory far from sure
From the deep I shall ascend
Right and might to meet my cure

Forth I extend my brand and arm
A gift for them worse than harm
They shall see before they reel
The enticing sway of my charm

Up I will soar with vengeance in train
Upon a mare of night with fiery mane
Leading the bellicose apostate host
My kith and kin will see the welkin stained

But when I once again see the Sun
When God is slain and my war is won
When I exalt my stars above His throne
Will then, at last, my pent tears run?

M.M. — November MMIX; Ianuarius-Martius, Maius MMXI

Pieces (I)

I have attempted with these verses ("pieces") to impart as directly, succinctly and naturally as possible certain experiences, concepts and phenomena—both the seemingly mundane and the veritably awe-inspiring—that I, that we all, come in contact with on a regular basis during the moments of life. They are structured in a simple manner, but (as I hope the reader will agree) exude a full measure of meaning and are poignantly personal. The titles are modelled on the titles of the movements of Gustav Holst's "The Planets".

"Fragrance, The Enervator"*

Caught in the waft of her wake;

inside I collapse, fallen to rapture and unhinging desire.

"Time, The Reaver"ª

Once-befores and wish-I-hads have come, stung and gone,

only to be missed in old age and in the summer of life.

"Beauty, The Majestic"

Quiver – reach and grasp without reach and grasp – fearless release in the ultimate subsumption:

all as the future runs wild in the mind and primordial light careers through time.

"Fear, The Constrictor"

Behind the nameless face; after the day, after the night; within the aspirant idea—

when within the self the ascending star is met by the only sin: a stifling shadow: restriction's shade.

M.M. — *December MMX; ªAprilis MMXI; Aprilis-Maius MMXI